Saviour

I know you hope I'll be your saviour. But I can't.

Careful now

You're slipping, boy.

Self-discipline

The amount of self-discipline I practice these days.

The most disciplined monks would be proud of me.

And the flashbacks, oh god, the flashbacks.

No uncertain terms

Let's not.

Though I so wish we could.

Safe place

Who's your safe place?

Sentence

I was punished with the cruelest of sentences. I have to always say no to people I love the most.

Zatočišče

Včasih so najini pogovori edino zatočišče, ki ga še imam.

Čisto nova verzija

Diplomirana in ... samska.

Meant to be

I tried.

I was patient.

I worked so hard.

I graduated.

I did everything right.

But I guess sometimes ... it's just not meant to be.

Vse

Upam, da veš, da je tebi vse odpuščeno.

Vedno.

Čisto vse.

Tebi.

Žalostna.

You come to a point

You come to a point where a hug just doesn't cut it anymore. Where sorry isn't enough.

Something broke in me that day. And now I finally know what J must've felt like. Like he has enough and nothing can make him like me again. I just got on his nerves so much that no amount of smiles or sweet talk could make it right again. And it didn't.

And it won't.

Hvala :)

It's a good thing you'll never read this. You'd roll your eyes SO.HARD, I just know it. "You're so sappy," you'd say.

But I can't help it! I wish you weren't so nice. It's your fault, really. If you weren't such a brilliant human being ...

Thank you. Thank you :) I'm so grateful to know you you wouldn't even believe.

Something cheesy pt 2

... I'm so happy I know you. :)

And I know where this is going. And I'm stopping it, I am. I am in control. I'm different than I was 12 years ago.

However. I'm still very happy to have you in my life.

:)

Come melt with me :)

Such a brilliant man! Even just knowing you makes me happy. 

My secret life

Oh baby I think we both know
This is the love that we won't get right
Still if you said that you wanted
I know I'll always have one more try.

And in my mind we're in my bed
And I'm pulling
Your sweater up over your head.

A lost home

Sometimes I feel like I'm fine on my own, 50,000 miles from home. 

Sometimes I'm weak and the past is my guide, summer returns and puts you back on my mind. 


I'll find my home away from home again. I'll find my team again. I'll find my crazy accomplices again. I'll find my second family again.

I need to believe that. It's Monday and I need to believe that.

Črtica

Dež. Večer. Odprem balkonska vrata.

Od nekod cigaretni dim.

V trenutku mi naslika tvoj obraz.

Kaplje pokljajo ob lesketajoč se asfalt.

Jaz pa kar ne morem zapreti vrat.

Ej!

Ivan Šarić me TUDI spominja nate! In to prav v tem posnetku. In to vse do konca. :)

The weird one

If you develop soft spots, people are liable to stick sharp objects into them.